Tuesday, January 30, 2007
after receiving my dajie's encouraging email, i have decided to 'embrace' my shortness. if you notice my msn nick, it's " short is the new black" haha..i came up with it myself..clever right? haha..i know i'm ego agogo..my other new phrase. anw, i shall not care what others say bout me anymore..suddenly everything seems so much better. and shiyin can say all she wants, though she doesnt really talk to me anymore, but even if she does, i wont care when she says bad stuff about my house or class or taste or my fatness and all that. and that's that.i am totally obsessed with cheetah girls 2!!!! even though my dajie watched it and thought it was dumb, i think the songs are reeeeally cool!! it's totally stuck in my head lah, and it's so frustrating cos i only know a few lines. but the songs are really nice, though the story, just like hsm, is really cliche. but at least they're pretty and can dance. and the guy inside also quite cute..=) i am totally obssessed lah..trying to watch everytime my mum goes out..my mum kinda banned me from watching liao..=P oopsies. must have bugged her that i watched it 3 times in 2 days..haha. hopefully i dont end up hating it after a while, like hsm though..sigh..gotta go do homework liao.. but before i go, especially for grace, go to this link http://www.gofish.com/fwplayer.swf?gfid=30-1071382 it's the scrubs musical episode..my sis sent me. very funny!! ok seeya!
!stepping in
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Friday, January 26, 2007
why do i always have this feeling that whatever i do (or not), whatever i look like i'm always being put down?? am i really that bad??first there are the church friends. always saying i'm short. i mean look around, just cos you guys are giants doesnt really mean i'm that short. i mean i know i'm shorter then average, but you guys say it so often that i feel like i'm some kind of midget. and it's not just the church ppl, at school it happens too, but they're not as mean about it.. so anw, i'm like the same height as hilary, but they nv insult her... then when i tell them that, the insults then move on to my fashion choices. like how hilary dresses better then me so she looks taller and slimmer. ????? it's soooo infuriating i tell you, but i dont flare up in front of them cos grace will just say i'm having another 'hissy fit'. sigh...then there's school. actually not school, just shiyin. i know she'll be reading this but i'm still gonna say this. sometimes i really cant stand her..it's like she's always thinking so low of me, saying i'm fat, lousy, not smart. commenting on my clothes, my taste in shows and songs and how i'm behind time cos i dont have mtv and stuff. saying my house sucks, saying my class sucks, saying that it's sad that i didnt fail pe. i mean i know she's joking with me lah but..it's still really annoying. i mean in nanyang, i just kept it all in but i dont think i can anymore. it's just too much. she's in my face sayin those stuff at school, on my blog tagging and tagging and defending herself, like she's going to after she reads this post. like today after assembly, i was waiting outside the hall cos i had to return denise her book and i couldnt find her so i just looked for her purple hadley house shirt lah. scanning the crowd coming out. then suddenly shiyin's in my face saying how my waddle shirt is ugly and looks like yellow shit cos it is.. i was like really mad but i didnt want to make a scene so i just defended myself lah. then argue argue until i couldnt be bothered so i just walked away and looked for denise but obviously i had missed her while shiyin was criticising my house lah..i was sooo mad.ok, so today had inter house games opening in the morning, i got to wear my waddle house shirt!!! soo cute..then the house capts were the mcs, grace zhang really verrrry cute!! and funny.. could hear the teachers behind me laughing at her..haha.then went to watch charlotte's web after school..was quite nice but i was sooo tired that i fell asleep at parts of the movie lahh..so wasted. anw, tmr got psl session..yayyy!!! cant wait. oh and gonna go play with grace zhang tmr again in house prac..double yayy!!!
!stepping in
Friday, January 26, 2007
Saturday, January 20, 2007
i just found smth interesting..from this site maxine (who's sitting right beside me now) gave me..are you ready for it??? if you're standing up now, you should take a seat first..=Pisnt it oh so true?? haha..at least i'm on my way there right? shiyin, dont answer that. haha, at least mine is better then maxine's one..wanna see her's too?'it's totally untrue. but cute. just like me.' says her aka THE green cereal...okayyy.haha, so went for house practice this morn..did high jump and landed on my hipbone..ouchh. but it's ok already..i kinda exagerrated so i wouldnt have to do it a second time..=P. also did sprints..blahblah. then bullied our house cap, grace zhang. she so cute lah!! see her face want to laugh liao..she got baby face. we bullied her and our vice cap, made them dance and tell us corny jokes. grace's specialty. ya, then stayed to do homework with andrea and was late for youth cos i fell asleep in the car...hahaha. ya, missed the worship part but stayed for the message, which hilary talked the whole way through..felt like asking her to keep quiet but couldnt be bothered to. ok, max wants to use the com and i want her to stop touching my(very soft) hair so i'll stop there. btw, she's staying over tonight..yayyy!!!
!stepping in
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Friday, January 19, 2007
Happy belated bday to me!!
Happy bday to janne tomorrow!!
=DDD
ya, my bday did NOT start well lah..got booked first thing in the morning for being late -__- wonder what would have happened if i told the prefect, "but today is my birthday!!!" hahaha..went back to class to realise that one of my fave psls, annie, came all the way to class to wish me and cheng jing(who has the same bday) a happy birthday lah..but when i came, she was gone liao..felt kinda disappointed lor. had a normal day of lessons blah...yeah, was supposed to have 3rd lang that day, but i skipped cos i was super tired and fell asleep, only woke up around 4+ then realised that i wouldnt be able to finish my homework in time if i went for 3rd lang and went out that night for bday dinner..then considered dropping lor. cos if at the beginning at the year already cannot really cope super well, then during exam period sure die lor..ya, so was really frustrated about quitting or not..still not sure lah. tell me what you think.
then, went out for dinner that night. outr family has this routine that you get to decide where to go for dinner on your bday..so i told my mum i wouldnt mind eating indian food, like the naan and stuff. so my dad said why not go to this turkish restaurant his boss brought him to..which has turkish bread, which is like naan lah. so i said ok lor. wahhhh, the food was sooooo good i tell you. the kebab especially, and cos we dont often eat food like that, so it was really a treat.. ya, i wore my new birkies to the restaurant..yayyy!! i <333>
and my mum allowed me to not wear the back brace out. oh yeah, in case you didnt know, i started wearing back brace liao..it's super uncomfortable lor..i dont think it fits well. simone's (classmate who's really nice and also wears back brace) one is like 10 times smaller then mine lah..my one the back and front part is so long that when i lean back, i almost fall over and when i lean front, my thighs hurt like crazy lahh..tmr gonna check it with the brace guy...oh yahh, i think i got rejected my band today...had to sing lah, i dont even get it, why do you have to sing for band??? sigh..i guess it's gb for me, which is also not that bad lahh...
yepp, so that's it..gonna try to start on my geog worksheet..so long lahh...the worksheet..and i feel like sleeping..zzzzz
!stepping in
Friday, January 19, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
rg113'07 is the most ZAMBALOOFUS class in the world!!!
we totally RULE!!!!that's why we WON!!!
oh yeah, you got that right, we totally won the orientation concert lah..soooo cool. i absolutely looove our class, like our psls and all the classmates lah. ya, and i'm like suuuper enthu now when we're all cheering and all, haha we all are. it's a big change if you read my previous post saying we werent very close. like the orientation camp reeeally helped us bond loads. great job pb and psb!!! oh, and zambalufus is supposed to mean like enthu unique and zestful or smth according to my psls..
so we did our modified version of the 3 little pigs, which i helped write the script. it was not bad i thought, got the message and and was pretty funny also lah, quite good.. but i reeally didnt imagine that it would be good enough to win lah. but i guess compared to the other classes, ours quite good..=P cos rachel wear the pig's nose really so cute lah!! so, it was quite fun and all lah, but i have this issue where i sometime get really bossy when i'm not really in charge. ok so i'm kinda in charge of the script lah. but sorry to anyone that got offended when producing the skit stuff, no hard feelings k?
the camp was totally superduperwoowoowoo fun!! even though it was only 2 days lah..haha. i would love to be a jpsl next year, then can go camp every year!!but must be smart then can lah, so see first...the programme of the camp was not bad, only bad thing was the bathing plan so was quite crowded but i was really lucky i got there early lah.. and it was like forever raining lor, so dao mei..later flood again ah.. and we also kinda got lectured by xin er, the sec4 head prefect. as in she's feirce lah, but she seems quite nice also. as in when she scolds you, for some reason you dont not like her. we had night surprise in the night (duh..) and it was super cool and funny lah. like most of the psls, jpsls and all did dance lah.. but the funniest of the funniesssst was the sec 4 prefects one lah..suuuuuuuper funny lah. cos our camp theme was heart to heart so they were telling us abt the real meaning of love..haha. so it was like there are 3 types of love, romantic love, parental love and sisterly love . the first one was sooo funny, it was like full of corny pickup lines lah, and it was by our head prefect!! sooo funny, her (supposed to be his)name was hamsome bamsome..hahaha. ok super lame lah.. cos it's like she sometimes so strict, lecture us then when she do this, it's like very comical lor. it was won-der-ful. i dont have enough words to describe ccamp but all these words mean totally AWESOME..
i'll be thinking abt camp for a long time lor, wont be able to concentrate on future homework for a while..sigh..monday no more orientation anymore..no more till j1..which is a long way to go... oh well, at least we have psl sessions every saturday for 3 months.. yayy!! i love:
-irina and wynne (jpsls)
-annie shimin and jermaine (psls)
- mel and wenyu (spsls)
-kellie(prefect)
- and karmin (prefect-in-training) (pit!)
they very cute and funny..yayyy. i love rgs much more after this cos i made loads of new friends and school's not so boring anymore..yayyy
!stepping in
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
hey ppl, sorry for the long hiatus (heehee, funny word..learnt it from estella's blog) been really tired everyday after school and just coming back and stoning in front of the tv. must do it now before we start getting homework and all that.. wahh, imagine what that'll be like. hopefully i survive till next year...arghh, i hatehatehate the cca thing lah. like i was talking to lauren on the phone just now and she was saying how ccas were supposed to be like a social thing for us tho join so we can get a more balanced life and all that but nowadays, we're just joining so we wont fail and get cca points lah..totally no meaning anymore. you just join the cca cos you're good at it or you have nothing else(if you're like me)...sigh..i tried out for handbells, choir and gonna try out for band.got rejected by handbells, which wasnt very surprising cos they're only taking in 7 ppl. 7 only!! and like 10 000 tried out lah... so, also tried out for choir (which is the only cca that i really really want to join). apparently they tried to call me like 4 times on my hp but i didnt answer. i only got 2 missed calls from them and i only saw the missed calls at like 11 30 in the night lor..cant call them at that time right? then i went and totallytotally screwed up my scales lor..cos me, laura and my new friend amanda were all trying out in the same room with all the keyboards stuff lah then laura's keyboard was really loud and so was her voice. so i couldn't even hear the chord i was supposed to sing and had to keep asking the senior to repeat lor...felt super lame lor...didnt even get to the second round auditions where you sing in front of the teacher. i was like close to tears when i was walking to the front gate to wait for my mum..so sad lor.. now i'm under reserve which means if they have space they might call me for 2nd auditions. i praying reeally hard they do... otherwise i'll have to join gb lor, which is not bad lah, but...you know.. i would rather join smth i love...ok, gonna go sleep now. been late for school almost twice liao. but the prefects were nice and let me go..night...
!stepping in
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
so, first day was ok lah. our psl leaders quite nice even though they're all gila one. but that vp ah, exactly like mrs tang lor. want to sleep during her talk also cannot cos her voice so sharp. then so naggy somemore. the program was quite well planned. but their cheer like suuuper scarry i tell you.. like my 2nd sis said that grs cheer very low. when you hear sounds like men. i thought she was exaggurating lah, i mean how low can a girl's voice go? but it was like 10 times worse then what i imagined lah. they all stood around us and demo a few cheers. me and janne hear liao, she look like almost want to cry like that lor. sooooo low and soooooo loud. super super creepy lah. but it's ok lah..at least i know a few nyps gepers in my class, though not very close lor. shiyin, vaness and dee all diff classes. but hopefully can grow closer to the girls in my class lor, and make new friends with the girls from other school.ok, gotta go sleep now, even though it's still like super early. later tomorrow late again, like this morning lor. felt like puking the whole morning. ok then, short short post today. probably gonna be like that till the hols. byebye for now!!oh, and have fun at your camp max!!
!stepping in
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
happy belated new year everyone!! ok, so i've been reading quite a few blogs and i've decided that as my new year's resolution (which also includes me making it a habit to hang from my pull up bar everyday and losing some weight), from now on, i shall no longer post loso posts about every single thing i've done for every single day. ok, so maybe it's also cos i'm just way too lazy right now and kinda feel like sleeping. right, so it's been one of the better holidays that i've had in a long time and even though many ppl say they rather be in school then laze around at home, i beg to differ. i mean this holidays were so fun, we had christmas party at our house for my mum's side, got great presents (yayy billabong pencilcase!!!) had my first youth thanksgiving in church, a very fun one even though i had to sit with her for a while, stayed at the chalet with my family's friends (well, they're mine too though most are older) and had a terrific time and got to play with the babies and celebrate new year with them and my family. who could wish for more then that? even though marcus says sec school is much more fun then primary school, i'm still not sure. sigh..first day tomorrow. dont even know about the whole cca thing. rgs makes such a big deal about it. like if i dont get a core cca, the sky will drop. -__- i dont even want to go for all the try outs and all that rubbish lor. i hate auditions. and i just found out today that she's staying for a whole 11 days more. means 2 more sundays to deal with her and hil and max together. not that i have anything against her, since max says she's nice. just that her and hil and max together just gives me a horrible feeling in my stomach. like i just cant wait for her to go. oh, and i also realised that my hp is with hil cos i left it with adelyn for safekeeping during our choir performance and she thought it was hil's phone and gave it to her. hil didnt even tell me it was with her lah. i had to find out from her sis. it's like quite irresponsible of her lor. sigh... aiyah, xian liao. gonna go sleep. dont want to be late for the first day of school. oh, the joy... wheee.... -__-
!stepping in
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
