Monday, December 31, 2007

hey. as we all can see from hilary's emo blog post, we're both not in very good moods today. i guess we can speak for maxine too...sigh.

but luckily for us, i have the ability to make myself hyper and happy temporarily. soooo this post wont be TOO emo la. haha(:

yeah only when i lie in my bed later tonight then i'll start emo-ing again. but nvm, that's another story.

yeah anw we had a "tense" breakfast with euclid. haha quite interesting la. parts of what he said really did speak to me alot. like how the tongue that praises God and exalts His name in church, shouldnt curse and insult people. or gossip.

wahhh like hilary said, it just hit like BAM! and then after service and everything that happened with maxine, it was like the lesson put into immediate effect la. and it was really quite a horrible experience.

it's smth that i HATE to face. but i know there'll be more "trials and temptations" sooo, what to do. just leave it up to Him i guess. even if it makes me seem like less of a bestfriend, i know it's the right thing to do la.

went to the night safari with family! which was really quite fun. and full of rubbish. now we see where erjie jeanjiejie and me get our sense of humour from.

jeanjiejie: mummy why you wear flowery pants!

mummy: ya lor...match with the leopards(:
*this one wasnt meant as a joke btw*

erjie: *pretending to be the tram marshall person* and on your right side,
you'll see some beautiful scenery. take a deep breath and smell the diesel and
oh-so-cool air...

papa: and durian breath!

all: OHNOOOOOOO.

haha yeah(: the trip was good la. helped me to temporarily forget abt alot of stuff. yeahh like even now, i feel all the emo-ness coming back la. quite a horrible feeling. horrible experience.

but i know a good lesson will come from it. someday. i know He's trying to teach us smth. it'll all be a good lesson someday.

just not today.

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Monday, December 31, 2007

hello! this is Hilary and i'm just blogging to get some things off my chest cos i feel like crap right now.
tsk! today was a crappy day lah, i fought with my parents then i felt really sad, then after that i heard about maxine and i just felt even more depressed. i felt so sad for her that i cried in the middle of a japanese restaurant...i think the waitress thought i was mad.

at first i supported maxine's views, even though i knew it was wrong but then like, after talking to diane i realized that God was trying to teach us something. cos today we had breakfast with euclid and he taught us about controlling our tongues and how to minister to people and stuff. and then it was like bam! and it hit me, God was trying to teach us something.
i mean i was expecting it but not so soon! and so yeah, i went home and then i sit at my com and talk to people. but somehow, it just dosent cheer me up.

i actually feel more depressed. and the more depressed i get the more i think about it, and the more i think about it the more i feel like crying...sighh

and cos diane was at the night safari i didnt feel like talking to anyone else so i just sat on my chair stoning, ignoring all the convo's with people (and looking like a totally insane person) as i talked to diane i felt really confused. as in, we were both really tempted to agree with maxine and it was so hard not to. it made me really frustrated ...gosh this is an emo post. but i really do feel quite depressed now...i dont think anything can really cheer me up... OK! I WILL END HERE

sorry for the emo post...really! :)

!stepping in
Monday, December 31, 2007

Saturday, December 29, 2007

haha today was pretty fun(: met maxine hilary benedict martin and haixin for breakfast. hahaa i think it sounds chao odd right!

anw, i was late [again!] and found maxine and hilary at kopitiam in vivooo [haha recent memories!] haha turns out the bb boys [who were on time. yes yes expected(:] had gone to the...washroom. wahh room service ah!

slacked around for way too long, convinced maxine NOT to eat curry for you! and went to mr charsiew in the end. who poisoned my soya sauce chicken noodles i suspect!:O while the bb guys bought their congee with chopsticks. wah best la.

really quite an interesting time of....fellowship?! each grp of us mostly talked like the other grp wasnt there. haha. and we attempted to clear the "beautiful misunderstanding" HAHA i think put the 6 of us together really quite funny.

then like the 3 of us rushed up to the movie cos we thought we were gonna be late! and got conned into thinking that the 3 bb guys werent going. hahaha when we saw them upstairs later, wahh maxine was like steaming. "those bb bruffers!" HAHA.

alvin and the chipmunks!

my my my, so cuuuuuute!the voices and outfits and all that. hahaha. PLUS. i was sitting next to hilary. and thedore was voiced by jessemccartney.

put jesse mccartney and hilary together, you have a SHRIEK FEST. aiyohhh she whole movie shrieking la! haha nvm entertaining, much(: plus our stupid nachos which we only rediscovered like halfway through the movie. hahaha.

me: i'm nice looor! somemore counsel him lehhhh,"there are other girls out there..."

grace: there are other fishes in the sea(:

me: yeah! so if you dont like seafood, maybe you shouldnt stay so near to
the beach!" *laughs at my amazing humour(:*

seah imm hawker centre with hilary whining the most! abt eating in a hawker centre. and eating the most of my food in the end. hahahaha. chao funny(:

went back to church, suuuper early. so we slacked around awhile and then went for prayer meeting! prayer's so exciting:D then once we were done praying, me maxine juliana and joyce started talking abt shouzu! and elvinng! and all the plot stuff. haha suuper funny.

then martin benedict haixin left. which was quite sad. ahem i'll continue looking aloof(: haha 3 of them are really quite nice. and fun. though they think i look like winnie :O and talk abt me as if i cannot hear them :O but nvm, nice and fun nonetheless.

thanksgiving service!:D

worship was GREAT as usual(: then the j2s did their DANCE item for their mentors. hahaha xinhui and dance do not go together mannn. and bryanhooi was so cute! haha seriously la! with his smallsmall eyes and oh-so-cool gangstazz outfit. hahaha(:

then we had sharing and then video! of stuff in 2007. meaninggggg, BATAMMMMMMMM AND TRANSFORMERS!:D:D:D:D

my my, this year has simply been SO AMAZING i cant even say(:

[ohno ohno sappy moment!]

haiyahh i mean, this year God has just done so much for me and just given me so much!

maxine hilary grace.
manymany new friends in youth.
a new found REAL relationship with Him.

and alotalotalotalot more(: thanksgiving is everyday, i think. everyday we just thank God for all He's given us. for all the times He's been there. for all the times He's sent friends to pick us up [ahh sounds so corny, but really it's true(:]

and looking at the video i rmb how much FUN i've had this yr la! AHHH BWS flooding back mannn. hahahaha. there was a photo of me which i never knew existed :O

and there were batam photos of eric! hahaha ~~me hilary and maxine just sat there umchio-ing the whole time.~~ me and maxine umchio-ed the whole time and hilary grinned like an idiot. HAHA(:

wooo life's really great, when God's there!:D

okay sappy moment over(:

dinner was chicken rice and "FRUITY SHARK'S FIN!" :O:O:O yes maxine, because the church's budget just has too much to spend. hahaha. haha talked abt stupid lame stuff and maxine's everfamous FTJ.

ended my "fun day" with an interrogation from maxine's parents. on our breakfast meeting this morning. and why the 3 of us met 3 bb boys. :O quote uncle bill:

you 3 are only sec 1. and they are sec 3 you know???

"BEST. lolx"

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Thursday, December 27, 2007

whoosh these 2 days have been filled with gossip girl. haha my new favourite show. me and erjie have been post-christmas bonding over it!

really quite fun(: especially with our new best friend tudou.com! china's version of youtube. BEST. as erjie affectionately says, "china rocks!" and with me and erjie ooh-ing over how handsome nate is(:

sisterly bonding over tv shows, be it greys or gossip girl, is oh so fun :D 11 eps in 2 days. do we rock or what!

OH OH YOU KNOW I MISSED MY FIRST CHEERLEADING PRAC TODAY.

ahhhh so pissed la! i didnt even get a call or whatever, and now it seems as if i'm so irresponsible. [which i am, but not in this case!]

now i have to rely on jaime's amazing teacher skills to learn what i've missed. sigh.

ho hum i've started abit of work...seeing how sch is starting quite soon. not really looking forward to it. but since mummy says i have to slack less, and aunty jan says we need to have a... "weaning period"

but i have thanksgiving this sat to cheer me up! not to mention the alvin&chipmunks movie outing before that! yayy(:

i need to be good this week though, otherwise mummy wont let me go :O

ccao tmr! i think i'm supposed to go. but havent ask mummy yet. diee must go and read whale rider then she'll let me i think. hahaha.

okay i'm bored. and lonely. so i'll stop here. and go read now! byebye(: [you know you love me. xoxo] heehee!

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

hello Christmas was fantastic (:

i know presents aren't the main point, but giving them felt really good! seeing the smiles.

hilary's super touching letter had a good point:

i've thought alot about Christmas and what it means and i realised that we
already have the greatest gift of all. God, life and friendship.

service sitting in front of MD was ohmygosh super funnyyyy! with his constant "that's great!" at inappropriate times and him kicking my chair. hahaha really quite funny.

christmas party at maxine's house for the new china ppl. haha basically spent slacking around the house(: and eating alot!

maxine: eh must take whatever ____ says with a pinch of salt!
me: why salt? why not sugar? eh sugar then will get diabetes. haha.
maxine: take with a pinch of salt at everything he says means you will take
alot of salt leh! and too much salt results in kidney failure!
me: HAHAHAHAHA. my mother tell me kidney failure is the worst to have. very
painful, very expensive, and very time consuming.
maxine: moral of the story? don't talk to ____.

HAHAHA mymy, the rubbish we talk about. and we can't forget my dad playing with maxine's msn! going on about PSLE and PSC. wahhh BEST.

plus! the accidental video call this morning to ALAL. :OOOOOO. imagine getting a video call from some stranger on Christmas morning, saying hello and then hearing a ultra loud scream and then she hangs up.

the stupid things that happen to me.

And the first time that You opened Your eyes
Did you realize that You would be my Savior
And the first breath that left Your lips
Did you know that it would change this world forever

To look back and think that
This baby would one day save me
And the hope that You give
That You were born so I might really live

And I celebrate the day
That You were born to die
So I could one day
Pray for You to save my life

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Monday, December 24, 2007

WHEEEE I'M HIGH NOW :D

hahaha after all the taiti with my "gangstazzzz" cousins and the super offkey karaoke and the joel going around narrating as you open your presents :D

yes, i'm high.

wheeee i shall upload pics from ystd's STARBUCKS ANNIVERSARY!:D

where i totally woke up late, had cramps and rushed all the way cos i was scared they would be waiting so long. like 2 stops from vivo, maxine smses me and tells me she and hilary just woke up. SIGHHH. i sat in vivo by myself with my packet of mamee looking like a complete loser. D:

WOO starbucks! green tea(: [notice the tip of whipped cream missing. sorry i couldnt resist]
me and my battle with the green tea frap!
me trying to look...unattached to my thumb. shhh you didnt see anything [haha matthew's line!] with maxine's amazing photographing skills, her 100th attempt at taking a picture of me eating.
camwhore.
maxine's infamous pose!
my best maxine imitation. haha sorry cmi!
hilary's supersweet letters to us! ahem plus my thumb:D

hilary doing moose(: haha you cant see her glitter glue splattered shirt from this pic. quite funny.
excitedly opening hilary's letter. nooooo i'm becoming a maxine! DDDD:

me and maxine going "awwww mygosh so sweeet!" and tearing after reading hilary's letter(: super touching la!
maxine triumphantly throwing the forgotten greentea frap which cost her $5.80. hehe(:
camwhoring at the busstop :O
ohman i am slowly turning into an mg girl before i know it! :O
act twitzxzxz worhs~~
ahem. at the back somemore got adverts. not bad mannn.
us twitzxz again nerhs...
ahem. empty bus. so cool(:

wah i'm chao sleepy.

teban was pretty fun(: helped out at the watergun stall and got wet thanks to matthew and grace "secret" alliance. whateverrrr man!

stoned with xinhui ding limhui at the table.

maxine: *insert fishtank joke* HAHA SO FUNNY RIGHT!

xinhui: ... i tell you funnier joke.

maxine: okay okay!:D

xinhui: why did the fishtank crack?

maxine: why!

xinhui: cos you looked at it. *insert triumphant expression* how many
mirrors your break alrd ah.

HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY.

helped out at the styrofoam stall with kelvin benedict haixin. really quite funny. benedict and his "that's great, good job, wow!, fantastic, amazing!" SUPER FUNNY. when they only gave maxine 10sec instead of 30 and forced her to use chopsticks. HAHA.

slacked for the rest, doing stupid things(: yeah man.

church today was fun(: rubbished in the room with tiara hilary ding and limhui for the longest time. talking abt elvinng:D:D:D:D and ahem other stuff.

service and then went out with the 4 of us plus matthew and lucas at marina. decided between pizzahut and kfc [non-budget and budget] and thanks to maxine ended up going to pizza hut.

did super lot of stupid things. haha lucas is a cheapo like me(: talked a whole lot of rubbish. made the most noise. and ended up giving them like $20 worth of change. sorry weiting and raji(: chao funny.

ohmygosh matthew and lucas are so lame. quite funny. sad i couldnt join them for whatever they did later.

walked home drenched in the rain. quite nice actually. christmas party was abit xian at first. but turned out to be quite fun really(:

OH OH! you can see the pose i taught joel! wahh i'm proud of myself(:

amazing but true!:D

yay christmas in 2 days(: i'm chao sleepy [as you can see, this blog post took a toll on my high-ness] goodnight.

!stepping in
Monday, December 24, 2007

Sunday, December 23, 2007

heyyy i'm feeling like so much better:D:D:D [like i said, i'm moodswingy!]

especially after yesterday's startbucks anniversary! and today's pi33a hut lunch! hehe(:

now all the babies are downstairs! and i'm really in the Christmas spiritttttttttttt:D

whee whee i'll upload the starbucks pics later!:D

still got a few more cards to write, and to find tianyi's present and i'm all set for Christmas!

hahaha i'm quiye highhhhhhhh, we're all watching christmas with the kranks downstairs(:

DINGDONG MERRILY ON HIGHHHHHHH(: woo redcrocs gabriel!

yay yay okay i wont be anti anymore so byebyeeeeee!

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

Saturday, December 22, 2007

super happy day, super emotional night.

not emo like "oh i wanna go slit my wrists..." but emotional like, alot of different emotions. and realisations.

after like alotalot of thinking, i realised something.

i'm a horrible person.
i'm a horrible hypocrite.
i'm the horrible person that people dont want around.
cos i always say the wrong thing.
and then i moodswing like mad.
and i just start pissing people off.
including myself.

even my best friends dont wanna talk to me anymore.
probably dont wanna be around me.
and i can totally understand why.
and i cant blame them.

sigh. all i can do is just open my heart to the Lord and let Him change me [from the inside out] i hate being 2 different people. 1 at the altar, 1 everywhere else.

!stepping in
Saturday, December 22, 2007

TEAM $4 THE BEST LAH!:D:D:D:D

HAHA the outing today was alot more fun than i expected, considering JESS pangseh-ed at the last minute lah! hope you're feeling betterrrrr:D

met at daiso [where samuel bought his amazing present :O] and waited chao long for the bb boys who somehow got lost! hahah then we went over to harbourfront $4 foodcourt to eat!:D

stayed there for super long while samuel and darren rubbished [which was really very funny] and samuel playing with his minxian present! and him trying to find out my name. in the end i'm just "sister of michelle cheryl and jeanette" HAHA.

then we walked back to vivo, intending to watch movie! but being the undecisive people we are, we couldnt decide whether to watch / what to watch / where to watch. hahaha. after super long [and 3 everlasting candycanes] we decided to go to cathay to watch!

took train [while still "sneaking" the candycanes] kelvin can rmb stuff from my blog! shocking.

haha horrible kelvin calling me horrible diane. and haixin who keep saying i nv smile. aiyah i smile at you 2 now lah :D :D :D :D :D :D :D can!(:

reached and walked to cathay to watch NATIONAL TREASURE 2! joshuateo treated us to popcorn and drinks while jingmin went down to 7-11 to sneak ruffles in. hahaha.

sat between matthew and jingmin during she show cos i didnt wanna sit at the end and be anti! haha matthew:D WAH I TELL YOU THE SHOW CHAO EXCITING LEH! hahaha super cool lah!

as we all know, i easily get over-excited abt tv/movies so try to imagine what matthew and jingmin had to go through while sitting with me :O

HAHA i was like whacking & elbowing matthew at the exciting parts throughout the show! going, "nooooo!" or "ohnoooo!" or "ohmygoshhhhh!" or "wah so exciting man!" while pigging out on jingmin's ruffles [sorry!]

thennn towards the end i started elbowing jingmin too! so like at the climax of the show, the 3 of us morons were elbowing each other like mad. HAHAHAHA.

then we went to yoshinoya for dinner!

hi WEITING, i'm waiting too!:D:D:D:D

HEH HEH I'M SO FUNNY. thanks matthew for finishing up my food haha(: and thanks jingmin for queuing for me. and thanks WEITING for waiting. HAHA(: [sorry i cant get over my joke:D]

thennn amelia felt kinda sick [i think] so haixin and kelvin sent her home while me jingmin matthew and bradley continued walking around doing stupid things.

like playing with the massager in action city, matthew and bradley playing "racecar" and singing HEYHEYYOUYOU in the middle of marks and spencers, and matthew trying to poke me through my brace! like some mario game lah, somemore got life one :S

then we went to the arcade while matthew played some weird house of the dead game :O and the 3 of them race car-ed. and i watched(:

cos i totally suckkkkkkkkk at racing lah! i cant even play auto properly and the 3 of them manual is like WAHHHHH. esp bradley! still can drift like in tokyo drift :O

after a few rounds we all left to go home. HAHA jingmin was telling me some super funny story abt his anorexic fat teacher until i took the wrong escalator in the station!

haha so anw, the outing was fun yeah!:D:D:D

and now, back to my presents before i rest my head to sleep. because tmr is teban block party!:D

oh, forgot to mention that i met maxine and tiara before $4 outing. with maxine looking like a COMPLETE TWITZXZXZ [no joke] and me and tiara's foodhunt in the foodcourt!:D

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Thursday, December 20, 2007

erjie's ballet concert ystd was sooooooooo good! wahh she was so graceful and cool lah! seriously i enjoyed it ALOT(:

BUT.

i had to miss shouzu for ittttttttttttttttttttt! AHHHH THE HORROR. sniffsniff i missed the proposal! DING I WANNA WATCH YOUR MOBTV. ohman channel8 serials are driving me CRAZY.

ohman mummy had been nagging me like MAD lah.. to read that stupid lit book. and to stop talking so late in the ~~night~~ morning. aiyahhhhh.

wooo grp outing tmr with team$4! quite looking forward to it(: haha hope it's fun loooor. plusplus sat we have extended worship followed by tg christmas party!:D

speaking of worship, ystd night before i did my qt, i had a smallsmall time of "worship" to be honest, it waas really quite cool(:

like without any music or whatever, i just sang [of course i was alone in the room] you could probably imagine how weird/bad it sounded, but nvm(:

ughh i hate insecurities [haha not consequences!] suckssssssss.

i think i'm gonna cut my hair today! yay! [hopefully it doesnt suck :O]

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Monday, December 17, 2007

SHOUZU 2 TONIGHT! WOOOOO :D

hahaha i think i just realised how much i've missed that show :O THANKS DING! hahaha her blog is the best lahh(: yay i am so glad that i have people around me who have the same passion for KINSHIP. considering it's a channel 8 show.

WHEEEEE(:

hahaha you have no idea how much i was screaming/shrieking with jeanjiejie last night while watching the star awards.

WOOO ohman i screamed when the korean guy came up, i screamed when 5566 came up, i screamed when NAI-GE won, i screamed when yusheng won and the loudest scream came when i saw ELVIN NG. KONGLONG FTW!

basically, i spent my night fangirling over shouzu:D

now you see why i'm so excited hahaha(:

i think i'm the horriblest student everrrr lah. talked with hilary and maxine till like 2 last night and got scolded by my mum.

then i woke up at like 1030 this morning to find out that i was supposed to have piano lesson :O

so i had to postpone it. plus i forgot to return my teacher her cd, and i forgot to tell my mum that fees were due, and i didnt finish my theory homework.

so horrible):

ohwell, i have like super alot of christmas things to do! and maxine's alrd ahead! :O hahaha i keep procrastinatinggggggg. and i have still have alot to write and deco!

ahhhhh.

ohoh so cool erjie's gonna go to victoria theatre to prac for ballet concert! SO COOL! haha her concert's on the 19th and tics are selling fasssssst man. hahaha.

kelvin, must go! i know you see this and refuse to tag. horrible.

presents why cant you write yourself):

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Monday, December 17, 2007

Sunday, December 16, 2007

ystd was CLASS OUTING!:D

at nana's house!

hahaha was suuuuper fun lah(: met maxine and hilary at cold storage first to buy snacks! then we were waiting around for joyce to come and then i get a call from her. and she's like, hold on ah... then i hear joshua's voice :O

hello? diane ah. hi we're in cold storage also. okay you wanna play hide and
seek? you guys go and hide now!

HAHAHAHA. so me hilary and maxine run all around cold storage hiding from joyce and joshua and it's suuuuuuuuuuper funny! with maxine ducking from the atomic bomb :O HAHA.

went to nana's house [having to listen to maxine's jokes on the way D:] and ate pizza! talked a whole lot of rubbish and made floats:D haha brings back "memories"

[haha sorry maxine my camera shiver with fear]

watched 10 things i hate abt you(: ohman i loooove that movie lah! super old, super sweet(: haha then all the romantic parts when i'm trying to have a "moment", HILARY in my ear "HERGH HERGH"

UN LOMANTIC PREASE.

haha sharing was really cool too!:D ohmannnnnn i'm gonna miss our class. haha i suddenly feel mgs-y and wanna do dedications :O:O:O nvm another day(:

nana was nice enough to bring me alllll the way to suntec for the twins' birthday! haha and we finally found lester after our adventure.. haha i think lester was like chao shocked to see my friend wasnt..13. and was super chio. HAHA(:

we camwhored like super alot! and took stupid vids also! haha our mentors are DA BOMB! serious! haha go check out grace's blog! seriously you wanna see it:D

today was FUN! grace and maxine came late so me and hilary stayed in the youth room the whole morning! hahaha did alot of stupid things [including hilary's holiday hw, thanks to jie en!] they were all learning guit and it was quite funny!

thennnnn we all went for 2nd service. and i was chao sleepy. feel so bad mannnn. but yeah the message was cool! according to hilary, "pretty good, pretty good" HAHA.

then the 4 of us went to ikea!:D:D:D christmas shopping:D:D:D [pardon the many smileys, i'm high(:]

yeah got pictures! and more on grace's blog! haha she lazy to send. and i dont blame her, we have like a gazillion.

ohmygoshhh this shot was chao funny! impromptu grace wanted to be extravagant and the angmoh walked into the shot. HAHA check out his expression.
maxine why you so scared! [i think i can answer heh heh]
she take my cam and camwhore :O
this fat ahpeh sporting cedric's waterpolo shirt!HAHAHA me and maxine were laughing so hard.
maxine looking chao excited abt christmas!fondling the little toy. hahaha.
her eye's just as big as the fish's. hahahaha.
cam war! [haha rachel!]
haha we were all high.
maxine attempting to look horrified/depressed. hahaha.

moose!

and again!
HAHA pantene hair againnnnn:D
i think maxine was dancing for hilary :O
emooooo.
chocolate mousSe! HAHA maxine's amazing story!
kissing the frog so he'll turn into mr potato!
HAHA both of them being childishhhhhh! toy fight hahaha(:
maxine and her... "dance"
Yugo!!!! hahaha and maxine doing her toiletbowl shot in the background!HAHA.
HAHAHAHA.
haha this pic is coooooool!
maxine in the mirror! MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL..

ohmygoshhhh the super cute princess pink room!
hahaha hilary on the roscoe bed:D
SO CUTE. haha actually i'm surprised how much hilary looks like me :O

yeahhh i got ALL my christmas shopping! yes, ALL. hahaha i'm like chao happy lahhhh. ikea rocksssss(:

now, i just have to write. alot.

i wrote about me having a pencil in my lunchbox sitting on the swing with my dog
somewhere on the ground and then my pencil fell down and killed my dog it was a
terrible accident.

hahahaha hilary's p4 compo. DA BOMB(:

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Sunday, December 16, 2007