Monday, December 31, 2007
hello! this is Hilary and i'm just blogging to get some things off my chest cos i feel like crap right now.
tsk! today was a crappy day lah, i fought with my parents then i felt really sad, then after that i heard about maxine and i just felt even more depressed. i felt so sad for her that i cried in the middle of a japanese restaurant...i think the waitress thought i was mad.
at first i supported maxine's views, even though i knew it was wrong but then like, after talking to diane i realized that God was trying to teach us something. cos today we had breakfast with euclid and he taught us about controlling our tongues and how to minister to people and stuff. and then it was like bam! and it hit me, God was trying to teach us something.
i mean i was expecting it but not so soon! and so yeah, i went home and then i sit at my com and talk to people. but somehow, it just dosent cheer me up.
i actually feel more depressed. and the more depressed i get the more i think about it, and the more i think about it the more i feel like crying...sighh
and cos diane was at the night safari i didnt feel like talking to anyone else so i just sat on my chair stoning, ignoring all the convo's with people (and looking like a totally insane person) as i talked to diane i felt really confused. as in, we were both really tempted to agree with maxine and it was so hard not to. it made me really frustrated ...gosh this is an emo post. but i really do feel quite depressed now...i dont think anything can really cheer me up... OK! I WILL END HERE
sorry for the emo post...really! :)
!stepping in
Monday, December 31, 2007
