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Saturday, December 22, 2007

super happy day, super emotional night.

not emo like "oh i wanna go slit my wrists..." but emotional like, alot of different emotions. and realisations.

after like alotalot of thinking, i realised something.

i'm a horrible person.
i'm a horrible hypocrite.
i'm the horrible person that people dont want around.
cos i always say the wrong thing.
and then i moodswing like mad.
and i just start pissing people off.
including myself.

even my best friends dont wanna talk to me anymore.
probably dont wanna be around me.
and i can totally understand why.
and i cant blame them.

sigh. all i can do is just open my heart to the Lord and let Him change me [from the inside out] i hate being 2 different people. 1 at the altar, 1 everywhere else.



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Saturday, December 22, 2007


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