Wednesday, January 02, 2008
today was really a pretty good first day(:
the 113ers in my class are nice, my teachers seem nice, and i stoned through all the talks. there was gb, which was squad bonding(: but today's session was really short.. haha we did introductions. even though we all knew each other.
elissa: so what planet are you from?
me: ummm...
emily: say earth la!
me: orh. earth..
elissa: but you dont look like leh!
shihui: yeah you dont look like!
me: DDDDDDDD:
shihui: joking joking! ehh but do you know there's a city on mars, called
BIMBO? i think she's from there leh!
GGG. hahaha we had some shirim stuff too. then right after gb i had to RUN off to cheerleading! which was seriously very stressful and very tiring and very scary. cos like the rest of them alr learnt the routine in the last session and i was like ??!??!?!?!?!
by the end of the hour, like i barely got the routine down la. and we have another 3 hr session on sat. at 730. GGG. ohmygosh i must like go and chiong and learn everything tmr! haha after today i came home soooo tired from cheerleading and fell asleep till like 745. PIG!
ayee. today was actually one of the better first days. but at the same time it seems like one of the worst lah.
like for every first day, they were always there for me to complain abt my lousy teachers and sucky timetable and everything. and to talk about all that rubbish and how much we miss the hols and to...reminisce.
and i mean, i have other friends, but today i really felt quite alone. and my, was it scary. all the stoning during the talks just led to alot of thinking. and at one point of time, i just felt like crying. like every other thing i looked at reminded me of them.
do you know how horrible that feeling is. like when you're missing someone but you're not even sure if it's the same with them. and they wont even talk to you. sigh.
ahh i sure did take all that for granted. when it's gone, then you miss it like mad. i know they're not gone forever, and someday [hopefully really soon] it'll be okay la. but i dont think it'll ever be the same..
i think regret has to be the worst feeling ever.
!stepping in
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
