Monday, February 04, 2008
haizzz. the sadness from ystd night is not as fresh alr. and i guess thats good. but whenever i'm alone the image of max suddenly pops into my mind.
3rd feb.11 36pm. byebyemax. we will miss you alotalotalot.
i was nv that close to max. to be honest, i was actually pretty scared of him for a long time. but seeing him go ystd was reallyreally painful. even more for jeanjiejie i guess.
haha suddenly rmb all the times he did such irritatingly funny things(:
even when he bit maxine on the butt
even when he fought with my granduncle who's mute and wants to whack him.
even when he ate my sister's whole plate of spaghetti
even when he ran out of the house and bit random ppl at the park and my parents had to compensate them.
oh oh i still rmb when papa first brought him home and i was like 4. and insisted on naming him mickey or candy. and i started sulking when we named him max. haha. but after maturing since then, MAX was really the best name for him(:
now i regret not spending enough time with him. those times he'd tried to get my attention when i came back from sch. and i just said hi and went into the house. when i complained abt him being so smelly. and dropping hair everywhere. sigh. i guess you nv really miss smth till it's gone.
just seeing him before he died was prob worse than him actually dying.
like he was just in so much pain, not being able to sit, or walk, or eat, or drink. and he'd been standing for hours till he couldnt stand anymore. sitting down would've just suffocated him. he could barely open his eyes. and barely breathe.
and i guess thats what did it ultimately.
he died in the car.1136pm. when we were bringing him to the vet to put him out of his misery. he died before we reached. and he didnt even make a sound. at least we were all there when he passed on. and now his ashes are somewhere in the vet clinic's garden.
i really will miss the incessant barking everytime the doorbell rings.i'll miss the sound of his chain dragging along the floor when he's running around the house. i'll miss the insane noise when he gets bullied by the stray cats. i'll miss having to get anik to tie him up everytime friends are over.
as jeanjiejie said, "bye Max, it's been a great 10 years."
we love you(: and even though i know doggy heaven doesnt exist, i'm glad you're not in pain anymore.
!stepping in
Monday, February 04, 2008
