Thursday, March 06, 2008
wahhhh i cant stand pms. i think i offend lots when i'm moodswingy. sorryyyyy. (maxine and grace :S)
i like brought my pipe home. which shld actually be a good thing, cos i can prac more. but shitttttttttttt i cant play a song or whetever lah wlllll i'm so pissed. obviously.
and the more i prac, the more pissed i get cos i just cant do it. and st patrick's is like next sunday. ohman suddenly all the vulgarities feel like coming out.
and like today in sch was quite a depressing day. stupid moodswings and emotions. only good part was talking to joelle hannah and yihhui lotssssssssssss.
and it's kinda sad that miss julia ong's not teaching us anymore. haha she like camwhored with us today. and we got our math papers back from mr lim, whom i happen to think is very amusing haha(:
yeah anw i hate moodswings.
and i cant stand how i'm getting more and more vulgar.
and i cant stand how i havent done qt for abt 2 weeks alr.
and i cant stand how i only come to God when i need help.
and i hate how i'm such a hypocrite.
i'm like becoming one of those ppl whom i told myself i would nv be like.
and like even when the outside seems okay, like jealousy and hatred and dislike is just like filling me lah. suckssssssssssssssssssssss.
what i need now, is discipline.
what i really need now, is GOD.
[and i also desperately need to be able to play my pipe.]
!stepping in
Thursday, March 06, 2008
